#113

To: Jay
From: Joni
Draft of letter

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Saturday, July 22 78

My dearest Jay -

I guess I never fully realized - till now - the value of what we had when we had it.

Since, in my ignorance, I said and did thoughtless things & didn’t try very hard to keep our magic alive, I understand too painfully well why we’ve come to this. Please forgive me.

All I can say now is, if you still want me and it’s not too late & you still want me, then I’d like very much to do it over. If it is too late… I blame myself.

Jay, you are the only man I’ve ever loved. “I love you with all my heart…” & I miss you…

Love always,
Joni/xx