#124

Note from Mom to The Player

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Jay, what happened? We used to talk about our kids & what they’d look like - about marriage, about our future together. You used to talk about it so painlessly too. I felt so happy & comfortable about our relationship & now something destroyed it. What was it. I feel you know the answer much better than I. Where did the feeling go? & why did it go away so quickly?

I’m pretty sure that it’s not Crystal herself that took you from me but I guess it’s what Crystal represents. I guess you realized all the Crystals you were missing by staying with me. I’m sorry I can’t compete with everything they may have to offer. I’m just me. I don’t think our time together has been that bad. Sure, it could have been better but we live and learn. I’d like to try it over again but that’s up to you. Jay, I loved you for a long time & still do now. This sudden change of heart has hurt me terrible. In time I’ll forgive you. It’ll take some time but I’ll get over the pain & I’ll get by without you. Thanks for loving me while you did. Maybe in a little while I can handle our just being friends. I would like to remain in contact with you but right now I couldn’t bear it. I love you & always will.